The Call

A million year mission.

Many star seeds (that is you) have been asking for years, what is my mission?, what is my purpose? I am reminded of the story of the woman who had the opportunity to speak to her guides through a channel and asked if she was on mission and doing what she said she would do when she came to Earth in this incarnation. The guides said No. She was shocked but she also was then at a choice point to correct her trajectory.

I have asked too in meditation and hadn’t yet received a discernible yes or a no.

Then almost four years ago, I got an answer. Problem is I didn’t know what to do with it. I’m still not sure but I’m learning to roll with the uncertainty.

I have a good friend who is a trance channel. That means when Spirit blends with her body (always with permission and a set intention) there is a visible physical change in her body. Usually I notice her eyes are different and her speaking language changes slightly.

We have been working together for years; she channels and I record the transmission by writing or digital recording. This method may be old-fashioned but it is comfortable for her. She has been channeling for almost 40 years.

In the course of a transmission I ask predetermined questions and basically just have a conversation with the guides. My friend calls them the boys; they are a large soul group of mostly philosophers. Afterward we go over the questions and answers together and the guides continue to offer comments through my friend as we debrief.

Almost four years ago the guides did not come in as usual with a formal greeting and ask if there were ‘queries’. The Spirit said ‘greetings’ and then paused for so long that I prompted, ‘who am I speaking to?’

“We have not decided yet…”

That made me chuckle and then I got the distinct feeling that something was different this time.

“We see thee traveling in a crystal space…in spirit body…

A crystal space full of sparkling prisms…not the same as crystals…

Prisms…

White, silver…

Emanating…

All shades of blues, greens, red, orange…

And thee are walking through the shapes as they hang in space…

Walking up to them as picking prime fruit…

Examining each…

Allowing experience…

Asking the prism if this resonates….

If yes then absorbing the consciousness and taking it in….

If no, then blessing it and moving on.”

For the first time there was a new voice talking directly to me!

“Thee are in and out of this space, experiencing this space…

Give this space a Voice…

Become an Emissary of this space…

As you let the space teach you…

You will see the planets evolve…

Oceans, landscapes, history unfold from the deepest depths of space from this crystal place…”

Wow. Become an Emissary?

I had to look it up to be sure I understood this transmission. An emissary is someone sent to represent another being, country or government. So I am guided to become a representative of the Crystal Space. I will learn from it, OF it, and bring that knowledge to Humanity. Is that right?

I meditated. I did channeled writing. I meditated some more. The task felt too big. I could not get to the Crystal Space. I was beginning to get frustrated, which did not help. My ego was all wrapped up in the idea of an Emissary.

In another channeling with my friend I finally asked the guides for suggestions and they said that I was too much in my head! No surprise. I’m a typical Aquarius, fixed air sign who lives in the head, in thoughts and makes To Do Lists and Action Plans.

Now to be clear, I am a channel, a medium and I have experience accessing other realms. But, I was stuck. Please guides, help me out here.

The guides said it was time to leave the thoughts behind and go into my heart. It is time to Feel.

At this point in my life I was already exploring the heart space but this was making sure that I did it and did it with commitment. The only way to get to the Crystal Space is through the heart. Time to course correct.

Okay, I can do that, with practice, but then the guides added a little spice to the Call.

“Thee are the only one on the entire planet that can go there and can do this, share the story of this space.

If you choose to not do this the story of the place would still be told but it would be millions of years before another one could do it.”

What?!

No pressure.

I have always been the type of person that when the bell is rung, I jump in the ring, ready to go to the end. So, I recommitted myself or at least I thought I had.

Life got in the way. Right? Once you say YES then the Universe will send many tests to make sure you understand what is required, what may need sacrificing, what changes you really need to make (not the ones you think you need to make). So, the planet shut down and things got pushed to the back burner, or I thought they had.

The guides also said in the second transmission that I will find a whole new self and that is necessary to share the information I uncover.

That is definitely true four years on. While there is much more to be explained about the ins and outs of this task, one thing for sure is I am a totally different person than the one that listened to Spirit viewing me traveling in a Crystal Space. This experience kind of set me back on my heels for a while.

I now see that transmission illuminated my purpose, part of my mission. While I have stopped saying ‘I don’t know what to do’, there is uncertainty. But I have begun to Allow that uncertainty to flow. To move. I have begun to recognize that I chose this but ‘this’ still feels very big. For now I focus on the heart.

More to come from the Crystal Space and the Crystal Beings.

Embrace the Mystery.